Anthony,

I'm going to say this to you...because I care. You may not wanna hear it...but personally, I think you need to. Daylina did not dump you, because of Justin, her Ex. She is OVER him. And the fact that you think she would be hung up on someone that caused her so much pain is really kinda sad. I'm suprised you, out of all people, who claim to know her so well would even THINK that. But Depression and anger does cloud the mind.

You are a great guy. But I don't think Daylina was the one for you. You seem to need someone there for you physically. Not far away. Also, I don't think you should DROP your whole entire life for this person, so if something doesn't work out, your screwed. It's great your looking for love, but that shouldn't be the only goal in your life. Become successful! Your really smart and talanted with computers! Get a job working with them. Don't just rely on love to get you through life, cause IT WON'T.

Darling, feelings change, people change. Daylina didn't really seem like your type. Now that may not be a problem for you...but maybe it was for her. I don't really know. But the thing is, she broke up with you because she didn't wanna live a lie. She didn't wanna lead you on. Would you rather her go on pretending like she felt something? I sure as hell hope not. I highly suggest you get over her. She cares about you, but she's gonna move on. She doesn't feel like you do. She does need time to heal, but once she's healed, jumping back in her life at light speed probably isn't the best idea. Just stay friends. See when I found out Dayday was coming...you seemed really clinging. Maybe that's another reason added to why she ended it. You made it seem like when she came she'd only see you and then stay with me. That kinda hurt. But you were excited and happy so I understand. Just ... that kind of thing... isn't very...nice. I guess for a lack of other words. You have to think of others. I didn't say anything cause I put myself in Day's shoes. Anyways...

You're so young, your whole life ahead of you. I don't think you are gonna be alone for the rest of your life. Honestly, I feel like that a lot. But Your a teenager for god sakes. Your not a 40 year old who got dumped! You, are you. Your awesome. Do something with all your awesomness! Go take some computer classes and get a job. Do more stuff with your art. Hang out with friends more. Whatever you do, do it for yourself! Set goals and accomplish them. Make something of yourself. I'm sure, positive. You'll find someone along the way. Just be strong. Yeah it's gonna be hard, but it's life.

I really hope you feel better. But things like this happen all the time. And I know that you loved her, a lot but really the relationship wasn't even for that long of a time. If it was a year or so and you saw each other all the time...then yeah I can understand you being really upset. But it wasn't even for that long and it's almost been a year since you last saw her...And please, don't make me feel guilty about Dayday coming her, cause I've known her for a year and a half and She is one of my best friends. I really find it rude the you keep almost harassing me about her finally getting to spend time with me. She's really really excited, and so am I. I don't wanna feel guilty or miserable about seeing my sister. So please...I don't mind you talking to me, i'll always be there ta comfort you. Hey I don't even live that far away. But just think before you say things that might hurt me. If you ever need me, just send me an IM! Take care, hun.

~Chels

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Heh you say live my life.. Well for your information I have no life.. No friends, and as far as im concerned no family.. I am the family joke around here.. So really to everyone im just not there.. I sit at my computer and rot thats it. And to finally find someone that I thaught loved me. And in fact told me they loved me alot it braught joy to my heart. And then it was ripped away. It sucks and I have nothing else to look forward to. I loved looking forward to waking her up in the morning so that way I was the first thing she heard. I waited till she got home so we can talk some more. I actually woke up on time each day the time I should be getting up normally just so I can talk to her. But now I have nothing.. I find myself sleeping 12-15hours less if my brother is beeing an ass whole and has his music blasting. And im depressed when im awake. So now that I have nothing, everything is pointless..

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